(hey guys! haven't been on this in a minute. i just wrote a new poem about 10 minutes ago.. so.. COMMENT! peace x love)
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You speak so just, so sure, so profound
As if you held the key to all creation
Just as if you knew the answer of this situation
(Manipulation)
At its finest, how do you twist and constrain
All the times you've caused such pain
Label me, hurt me, finish me with your names
When we both cheaply played the same game
(The false rise to fame)
Your words, so loud and arrogant
I mentally block myself from hearing them
I might as well blindfold my eyes
From seeing your true lies
For this is not a matter of noise, nor a matter of speech
This conversations consist of words you do not speak
My heart weeps, Your eyes leak.
Mine too, because we cannot fathom the current issue
(Words unsaid cause me to miss you)
Eyes that pierce, there is hate in your stare
Thus mine burn with guilt i wont bare
See this isnt about me or you
This time it is about pure and simple truth
You've said enough with your gestures
This non-verbal conversation is over,
(We are through)
I'll walk away only to say " Good-Bye... "
- JADALYNSTARR.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
fresh writtens !
the truth just lied.
once was Gods child fresh from mommas womb
blessed and full of life yet now i await the tomb
perfectly made by the high ruler of all
roaming the earth patiently waiting the dark angels call
i done been through it all , heard the masters call
lookin over they heads thru the eyes of the tall
made by his hands is what i was told
but why is there now no hand to hold ?
born young, life grows old yet my blood run cold
cuz society made me angry, broke & alone
haha, i cant fathom ? can you imagine?
cause what i thought and imagined truly never happened
i never saw the hand that could cast the magic
ended up on the corner with a purse & jacket
society i hate you look what you made me ?
how can you repay me? for the curse and the evils
in this life of trouble there is no sequel
no part 2 , 3 or 4
im gettin my mind right before my body hits the floor
travelin back thru time to what i knew & how i was livin
the exit out this hell seems to start at the beginning .. .
once was Gods child fresh from mommas womb
blessed and full of life yet now i await the tomb
perfectly made by the high ruler of all
roaming the earth patiently waiting the dark angels call
i done been through it all , heard the masters call
lookin over they heads thru the eyes of the tall
made by his hands is what i was told
but why is there now no hand to hold ?
born young, life grows old yet my blood run cold
cuz society made me angry, broke & alone
haha, i cant fathom ? can you imagine?
cause what i thought and imagined truly never happened
i never saw the hand that could cast the magic
ended up on the corner with a purse & jacket
society i hate you look what you made me ?
how can you repay me? for the curse and the evils
in this life of trouble there is no sequel
no part 2 , 3 or 4
im gettin my mind right before my body hits the floor
travelin back thru time to what i knew & how i was livin
the exit out this hell seems to start at the beginning .. .
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
back on ma bullshit !!
hii folks!
i haven't been on this in a MINUTE
newest scoop? ive been suspended since friday
tommorows my first day back and it isnt official because i have a field trip ... soo officially friday !
bedtime for ya girl , gotta get my ass up at 5:45
on a final note
all i got to say is,
TAYLOUR GANG OR DIEEEEEEEE !!!!!
peace x love folks !
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
the strive to be thin
todays topic: weight !
if any of you know me, you would probably say " jada your already fit" i've heard the line time and time again that im the"perfect size"
but tell me..
what is the perfect size to you?
i think weight is a thing that is justified by each persons own outlook.a girl can be 110lbs and say shes fat. a girl can be 165lbs and say shes normal. guys can be 130 and say they are too skinny. its just how our society works we ALL want to be skinny, lean and trim in this life,correct?
when i look at myself i see somebody who is normal but can lose a few pounds-guys tell me im nice in all the right places but i dont see it that too well. LOL i mean , i think my legs are my best feature and i do have a flat stomach but i want to be tight and toned all over.ill tell you right now, im 144lbs and i am not ashamed of that
my goal for the next month is to lose 10 lbs
how will i do it ?
- proper diet
- exercise
- NO JUNK FOOD or excessive sugar
IMGOINGTOSTAYMOTIVATED!
OhhhhLETSDoooooITT : )
lets see how far i get - ill keep an update on this blog.
today is actually gorgeous outside.
im hoping you'll go enjoy it and hop off the computer.
ciao!
if any of you know me, you would probably say " jada your already fit" i've heard the line time and time again that im the"perfect size"
but tell me..
what is the perfect size to you?
i think weight is a thing that is justified by each persons own outlook.a girl can be 110lbs and say shes fat. a girl can be 165lbs and say shes normal. guys can be 130 and say they are too skinny. its just how our society works we ALL want to be skinny, lean and trim in this life,correct?
when i look at myself i see somebody who is normal but can lose a few pounds-guys tell me im nice in all the right places but i dont see it that too well. LOL i mean , i think my legs are my best feature and i do have a flat stomach but i want to be tight and toned all over.ill tell you right now, im 144lbs and i am not ashamed of that
my goal for the next month is to lose 10 lbs
how will i do it ?
- proper diet
- exercise
- NO JUNK FOOD or excessive sugar
IMGOINGTOSTAYMOTIVATED!
OhhhhLETSDoooooITT : )
lets see how far i get - ill keep an update on this blog.
today is actually gorgeous outside.
im hoping you'll go enjoy it and hop off the computer.
ciao!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
realizing reality pt 1
ive come to a few conclusions on this day
well maybe just one.. .
ahem *
TO SURVIVE IN THIS WORLD YOU MUST LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF!
And, NO. not in a self-loathing "ICantStopLookinInTheMirror" manner BUT- love yourself to the point where you are sure of yourself. if you dont, somebody else will enter your life & try to make you believe otherwise. look at you? you are alive and well on the computer reading this,correct? look at the inner beauty you possess and how your outer beauty can compliment that. love yourself for everything you are & everything you do , how you talk , walk , think , dress.. everything!
why? because you are UNIQUE! a beautiful creation of God put on Earth for a purpose. its up to you to figure out that purpose in the days he has granted unto you. i truly believe God does not make mistakes when he created us , do you know how complex we are? i dont think he'd waste the time. so stop wasting yours on people, things and mentalities that will not benefit you
you must understand there is an IMMENSE difference between confidence and cockiness. i suggest you look them up on dictionary.com or something because most people have a hard understanding of these two topics.
however, in my eyes i suggest people should choose confidence over cockiness. this choice will get you much farther in life ...believeeeee me if i could say anything else on this blog. Nobody , nobody likes a person who is so full of themselves as if the world revolves around them. earth to reader, it doesn't and it will never. BUTTTT! if you are proudly cocky and think you are the best thing since sliced bread, half your friends are probably faking it with you .. i highly think so..
some people carry pride on there shoulders and it wears them down with so much weight to the point where they wont even DO certain THINGS for they fear to be seen.. " Omgsh take out the trash ? never ! Get my nails dirty .. nope " " Donate to charity , omgsh who does that ? ew.. " "Hell no, i do not take care of old people they stinkk "
the world revolves around people. around population. us as a society cannot be blind to members of the human race because at some point or another we all need somebody! #TrueStory
so let me say to you, right now if you feel
a. i am ugly
b. i am fat
c. i am stupid
d. i am weird
e. i am worthless
f. i am shy
g. i am too tall
h. i am too short
j. all of the above
or heck, maybe even
i. none of the above
Now, i may not know you? but i KNOW you! we all deal with insecurities, whether your a nerd or a cheerleader. when feeling down, we must keep in mind 1. how can i get rid of these labels? 2. what can i do to make myself feel better as a person?
start by ignoring everybody else.
do it , just try it.
let go of people who want to talk plain smack and focus on, what thought patterns are good for me today? what kind of positive energy can i manifest?
yes it will be hard to show your true colours at times. Why? because you may not want to expose that side in fear people will judge you
can i just say, once again?
FORGET THE WORLD !
NOBODY CARES IN SOCIETY , ESPECIALLY IN YOUR HIGH SCHOOL YEARS! WE HAVE BECOME INSENSITIVE TO ONE ANOTHER IN CERTAIN ASPECTS.At first, it may seem that people REACT to what you do and changes you make the reality is SOCIETY ALWAYS ADAPTS!
i hope you have gained something if nothing from this,
that is my message for the night folks,
God blesssssssssssss. xoxo
well maybe just one.. .
ahem *
TO SURVIVE IN THIS WORLD YOU MUST LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF!
And, NO. not in a self-loathing "ICantStopLookinInTheMirror" manner BUT- love yourself to the point where you are sure of yourself. if you dont, somebody else will enter your life & try to make you believe otherwise. look at you? you are alive and well on the computer reading this,correct? look at the inner beauty you possess and how your outer beauty can compliment that. love yourself for everything you are & everything you do , how you talk , walk , think , dress.. everything!
why? because you are UNIQUE! a beautiful creation of God put on Earth for a purpose. its up to you to figure out that purpose in the days he has granted unto you. i truly believe God does not make mistakes when he created us , do you know how complex we are? i dont think he'd waste the time. so stop wasting yours on people, things and mentalities that will not benefit you
you must understand there is an IMMENSE difference between confidence and cockiness. i suggest you look them up on dictionary.com or something because most people have a hard understanding of these two topics.
however, in my eyes i suggest people should choose confidence over cockiness. this choice will get you much farther in life ...believeeeee me if i could say anything else on this blog. Nobody , nobody likes a person who is so full of themselves as if the world revolves around them. earth to reader, it doesn't and it will never. BUTTTT! if you are proudly cocky and think you are the best thing since sliced bread, half your friends are probably faking it with you .. i highly think so..
some people carry pride on there shoulders and it wears them down with so much weight to the point where they wont even DO certain THINGS for they fear to be seen.. " Omgsh take out the trash ? never ! Get my nails dirty .. nope " " Donate to charity , omgsh who does that ? ew.. " "Hell no, i do not take care of old people they stinkk "
the world revolves around people. around population. us as a society cannot be blind to members of the human race because at some point or another we all need somebody! #TrueStory
so let me say to you, right now if you feel
a. i am ugly
b. i am fat
c. i am stupid
d. i am weird
e. i am worthless
f. i am shy
g. i am too tall
h. i am too short
j. all of the above
or heck, maybe even
i. none of the above
Now, i may not know you? but i KNOW you! we all deal with insecurities, whether your a nerd or a cheerleader. when feeling down, we must keep in mind 1. how can i get rid of these labels? 2. what can i do to make myself feel better as a person?
start by ignoring everybody else.
do it , just try it.
let go of people who want to talk plain smack and focus on, what thought patterns are good for me today? what kind of positive energy can i manifest?
yes it will be hard to show your true colours at times. Why? because you may not want to expose that side in fear people will judge you
can i just say, once again?
FORGET THE WORLD !
NOBODY CARES IN SOCIETY , ESPECIALLY IN YOUR HIGH SCHOOL YEARS! WE HAVE BECOME INSENSITIVE TO ONE ANOTHER IN CERTAIN ASPECTS.At first, it may seem that people REACT to what you do and changes you make the reality is SOCIETY ALWAYS ADAPTS!
i hope you have gained something if nothing from this,
that is my message for the night folks,
God blesssssssssssss. xoxo
Sunday, March 28, 2010
time for lift off.. .
Today, i woke up at 8: 45 for no apparent reason. this is highly unusual since i am not a morning person & there was no alarm but i got up with good intention and a hungry stomach at the least .. so i started making breakfast for myself and i stopped. that turned into my parents breakfast. i gave them breakfast in bed for no apparent reason and they were surprised but i believe they work hard enough to provide for me so why not give back? as people we need to realize its the small things that matter. then a person will realize how much you care for them. as for myself - no amount of $$$ can make me happy, i only need love to make my world turn.
can i also just say ? God is good. God is great & he is worthy of my praise : )
do you know how much people did not wake up this morning? how many babies died, how many seniors died last night? how many wives lost their husbands or kids lost their mothers. to breathe another breath is not guaranteed. you didn't sign a contract with the Lord.
it was granted unto you,
so i suggest you do something great everyday.
can i also just say ? God is good. God is great & he is worthy of my praise : )
do you know how much people did not wake up this morning? how many babies died, how many seniors died last night? how many wives lost their husbands or kids lost their mothers. to breathe another breath is not guaranteed. you didn't sign a contract with the Lord.
it was granted unto you,
so i suggest you do something great everyday.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
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